Crazy- Unique, Wild && free to be me.
I do my best every day to become more and more like Christ. I like to take and edit pictures, play sports and hang out with friends. I write in my journal almost everyday. I have my life written down since 7th grade. Once and a while i find myself writing a blog - sometimes they may be worth reading. (: check them out every now and then!
"...love each other deeply, from the heart."
August 14,2010; i promise.
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#nails #cute #roses #wow #omg #girls #girly #follow #followme #recent #mostrecent (Taken with instagram)
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"the Flyers are playing tonight at seven thirty, right? verses the penguins." -bob.
“i’m impressed and also extremely attracted to you right now.”...
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Suburban Camo.
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I'd rather just lay here and not move for the rest of the night..
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bahahaha. accurate. lol.
i guess i just - i guess i just - … i guess i am just fighting for … fighting for … control.
i am SORRY God. i mean- i am not blaming You for any of this, and in all reality, i know i am being dramatic. whatever. we are all drama queens, and if you aren’t the one being dramatic, you’re the one yelling or talking about those who are being “dramatic” - therefore, you are a drama queen as well; sorry to break it to you.
anyway. look. okay, i don’t claim to have it all figured out, but as S T U PI D as i may be for saying this- it is 100% honest, and PROBABLY what YOU are thinking too. don’t blame ME for having the courage to say what you don’t have the guts to say. —my way MAY not be the BEST way, however, it sure does seem a WHOLE lot easier than this whole “patience” thing. dude. God. i’m sorry, but like. if we are all being honest here, and CLEARLY i am. sometimes. i just do NOT understand this whole “wait on Me” thing. ugh. like. you have an ETERNITY to figure this all out. i have a measly like, what?, 60 more years? - i don’t know. if you were in MY shoes. you might be feeling stressed and having a hard time simply GIVING over your one life to someone else, even though they are literally a “know it all.” OH WAIT. ! you mean to tell me that You DID give your life over to a major “know it all”? You actually gave your life over to some dude who promised you it would be worth it in the end.? okay. well- i’m not you. this is hard for me! OH WAIT! you mean you were crying your eyes out, sweating BLOOD because you didn’t understand this whole plan? you mean - you are a control freak like me, too? YOU gave it all over? i don’t get it. how did you do it!? more importantly - WHY did you do it? ugh.
i think that it’s important to know that this blog is legit MY THOUGHTS. this wasn’t pre thought. this whole thought process that you read was coming to me AS i was typing them.
one thing i think that i am really starting to learn about God is that.. well. He WILL speak to you. YOU simply have to know how to listen. sometimes, like i just did again tonight, i literally TALK myself out of my struggles. it’s not me having a “one on one” conversation with myself. it’s me allowing myself to hear God and think things through - go figure, i actually TALK to God without always saying “Dear God …. Amen.” who’da thunk.
